and-whenitrains:

It hurts my stomach when I think about everything. I know at this time next week things are going to be 10 times worse. Now I wish there weren’t weekends and holidays, so instead of eight days left there’d be twelve. 

I just realized how FUCKING much I’m going to miss everyone. By everyone I mean EVERYONE. From all the annoying kids with the high pitched voices, the chill guys, the crazy guys, the sweet girls, the bitchy girls, the best friends, the weirdos, the artists, everyone. It’s like we’ve all melded together throughout our years. At the dance today we danced with anyone and everyone. In particular I’ll miss:
- his tough, badass side he puts out to the world, and the sweet, deep, emotional side he has. Not the asshole I used to think he was. I’ll miss his comic jokes and him making me laugh even when I’m crying.
- her sweetness. Every day she’s always concerned, always there for a hug. I love that so much about her, how she’s always nice no matter what.
- her random shows of love that burst out of her sarcastic side. Those are the best because they’re so rare. A twin of mine, she is.
- My emotional conversations with her about boys, insecurity, parents- everything. Messing around but we connect on a deeper level.
- his jokes and racist, straightforward kidding around. Our thousands of inside jokes. How we can talk about anything.
- his hugs.
- their hugs.
- everyone.
Gah I’m going to go cry now so

soo the exit party was crazy fun

I actually danced. Lol surprise.

And I got a surprise hug at the end :3 yay~

(Source: bronned)